Dear You,
Last week, at the post office, I was standing across the counter from my Friendly Postal Worker, while he was weighing one of my packages, when I noticed something amiss on one of my labels.
"Oh, no," I said. "Can I have that one back for a second?"
You might be thinking the same thing Friendly Postal Worker must've been thinking, as he handed it to me: That I'd misspelled the addressee's last name, or had the street number wrong, or only had four numbers in the zip code.
Um, no:
I'd just left out the comma between Dallas and Texas, so the address looked like:
When I told Friendly Postal Worker that that was the oopsie I wanted to fix, he said, "Ah, you want everything to be just right and proper, yes?"
And I said, "No, I want everything to be perfect."
Which is true, kind of, but ugh, but what a drag is that. Because is anything perfect? No. So that goal always leads to disappointment and letdown.
So, my fellow perfectionists, let's stop trying for perfect. Let's just wonderful and fabulous and sweet and understanding and friendly and funny and caring...and imperfectly good enough. Chances are, after all, no one expects you to be perfect but your very own self! So, let's be our best, which will never be perfect. Our best, which includes our flaws, because they are apart of who we are, and without our flaws, we aren't really being our best, because we aren't really being US.
Where is all this coming from?
Weeeeell, this morning, I was going through my art, getting a bunch of stuff ready to list (oh my gosh, the hoarding -- I had NO idea that I had like thirty something pieces finished or veryveryvery close to being finished -- why don't I listen to the advice I so often give other -- if people can't SEE your work, they can't BUY your work), and I picked up a painting that I've never listed the original of, but have had prints of available in le shoppe for a long, long, long, long time.
And imagine my inner perfectionist shrieking in horror, and possibly curling up into a teeny tiny ball of humiliation and shame, upon my realizing, that yes, the girl in this painting? Only has one set of eyelashes. And it kind of makes me laugh -- because I am normally so picky about each and every little detail -- but, um, yeah. No robots here, obviously.
And, yes, I really and truly listed her that way and all this time have never even noticed.
You can see the actual listing here -- I've not changed it yet, but tomorrow, after I give her that second set of lashes, I will. Actually, I may take the print down and list the original.
In other news, I had three really, really, really, really bad nights, totally sleepless nights, so I've sort of kind of fallen off the NaNoWriMo bandwagon. But I AM going to get back on tomorrow morning. Thank goodness, I was able to sleep last night. Actually, I slept most of yesterday-day, then last night. I don't want my blog to be known as The Drugged Adventures of KJ & The Dreamy Giraffe, but I think I have to say: I am so very, very, very grateful to the makers of Tylenol PM. I am just not a girl who can function without her zzzzzzzzzzzzzz's.
Imperfectly, Well-Rested-ly Yours,
KJ